A special dedication for my friends who are very special to me
First I want to thank everybody for your support, the
's and the new watchers from the last vew months.
I really appriciate it
Sorry for not being around on DA as much as I like to, but because of personal reasons it was difficult to get here on DA sometimes.
I decided to be open with you today and tell you my personal reason.
It is hard for me because I don't want to have any pitty and maybe after this journal I will think:
"OMG, why did I tell this in public" hahahaha. My reason is that I feel the need to dedicate this journal to my dearest friends who support me all the time!!! And give me hope and a smile on my face when I have bad times!
I am ill for almost two years now. First I survived cancer and now I still have a problem, I can't walk proper! I have problems in my nerve system and it is hard for the doctors to fix me till so far. I went to a lot of hospitals, see lots of doctors. It sometimes frustrates me so much. Till now they only say, learn to live with this, deal with it.
Still I have hope there will be a light in the darkness one day and that I will get better and have a good doctor for once. I try to stay positive! The 4 th of October I will be in the hospital again.
So that is the story about me, but more important are my friends here on DA!
Maybe you can imagine now what your friendship means to me and that you are all supporting my art, and that I can see and enjoy your beautiful art, it makes me happy every day
I can see a lot of the artist I am watching make lots of progress in their manips and I enjoy to see you are all doing so well!
OK, here are my special friends:
I can't thank Paul enough(
) for show me his world in manipulation, his support and being there for me in times of need. Thank you Paul, it keeps me alive and gives me everyday a joyfull day!! I love to make manips !!
OOh and don't look at my English for once, I know there will be mistakes in my journal
Also I want to thank my best friends that I met here, who stay close to me all the time and support me, especially:
For you I will make this feature today, not only for thanking you, but also because you are amazing artists and models!!!
Love you all
Thank you for being there for me!!!
I can't say it enough!!
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